Of Comfort and Curmudgeons

Use discomfort as an opportunity for awakening, rather than trying to make it disappear.  (Pema Chodron)

My sister’s cat, of whom I’ve written before in Cat’s Britches, is a bonified curmudgeon.  I say this with absolutely no malice, since I am quite fond of Toby.  But there ain’t no doubt about it.  Upon entering her home, you are greeted with a friendly snarl, and you wanna be real careful to stay outa reach of his prodigious claws.  Keeping one wary eye on him at all times is not a bad idea.  Since I probably reek of other animals to his sensitive cat nose, I am particularly on his “piece-of-crap list.”

Toby’s been around the block a time or two, and he’s gettin’ on toward 20 years, so we figure he’s earned the right to his curmudgeonly attitude.  In fact, it’s not just Toby; I notice a lot of my older friends are a tad curmudgeonly themselves.

I looked the word curmudgeon up, and all the synonyms  — bear, bellyacher, complainer, crab, crank, fusser, griper, grouch, growler, grumbler, grump, murmurer, mutterer, sourpuss, whiner — made me smile.  I like curmudgeons!  They always make me laugh since I always have trouble believing they’re really serious.  Or maybe it’s because they’re saying things I think, but don’t wanna say — now there’s a thought!

And maybe in reality, curmudgeons are actually just disillusioned or disappointed idealists.  So “curmudgeon on,” dear Toby!  We know you’re really just a visionary and idealist at heart.